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SAKINA con't... I have to admit that working in this industry is not always easy, the good things, to be honest are the money and the fact that we choose our own schedule and the freedom to use our body the way we want without any guilt or resentment... As I said, working in a smoking environment can be difficult, as I don't smoke myself, being around unhappy people with all kinds of addictions like drugs and alcohol, to feel their insecurity, their jealousy, etc... (But, of course you can find that in many professions). Dealing with people's feelings and emotions, including the behavior of the women around me, their over use of alcohol or having around me a high percentage of drunk people of all kind of ages and the competition between dancers as well. Though, for me, what I found the most interesting and challenging is to preserve my harmony and to keep myself happy around all this negativity, always with sensuality and femininity. So, I learn through my experiences to detach myself in emotional ways so, I can be more aware and conscious of what is happening inside of me... like negative emotions, I can easily do my work providing a service which I am paid for, I am proud to be a dancer, I love being sexy, feeling a woman expressing all my beauty, etc... Regarding men's attitude in general, like sometimes they are against me or try to make me feel guilty, about what I do or judging me, etc... I have learned how to ignore them, feeling strong and walk away without allowing them to affect me... I also, always remind myself of how important I am, the reasons why I am there, why I am here and alive and to keep myself stronger and stronger... I do believe that this kind of work should be done for a short period of time, saving money for a better environment and life style in my opinion... I wish that my testimony will answers questions of women working in the SEX industry and helping them to feel free with what they do... With all my Love, Sakina Go to page << |